no one has ever peer pressured me into doing drugs. i have been talked into trying cigarettes, but that's it. i tried them, and i hate them. they make me feel gross. i tried weed on my own will, i asked coz i was interested. i liked it. have i done it because i was depressed or upset? yes. the same with alcohol. and i am not saying it was a smart thing to do or the best thing to deal with my problems. normally i take my problems out the way they should be dealt with but sometimes, it's beyond your control. and that is the truth. do i still smoke pot every now and then, or drink alkie here and there? yes. i am not going to lie. and not coz i get depressed--not recently, no. and i am not ashamed to admit. if you don't like it, there isn't a thing i can do, nor there isn't a thing i am willing to do. ah well. i will not lose any sleep over it. it's my choice. i guess i have a brain imbalance. i've been to the doctor, because i felt i needed meds for it, and i did it by myself. i know how to help myself and know when to get help when i know it's needed. i am no idiot.
cigarettes are legal because you can get tax off of them. it's all about the money. the companies don't give a rat's ass about your health. that's how sad this world is. and not only that, they make sure they stick addicted substances in it so that they will continue to make more and more money.
and i refuse to put myself in a risky situation or a situation i do not feel comfortable with. i can make my own dicisions and i do not do anything i feel is wrong. i will never even try a hard drug like crack, cocain, heroin, or anything of that sort.
if you're going to do any drug, stick with weed. it's even better for you than cigarettes.
peace and love
tiff lennon
