thank you... especially for the pm. thanks a lot.
i think it's very selfish of her to leave... suicide is a very selfish act. i don't blame her, i guess you only do it because you feel like you can't do anything else anymore... for sure... but it leaves a katastrophe. you leave a desaster and ruin the life of so many people. i'm in a situation that hurts, hurts like hell... but her family is ruined. she left an expanse of ruins to a family who always had to suffer.
i don't blame her... i don't even know what really happened. not even how... i don't want to know... and i'll always love her as the wonderful amazing person she was... but this was a terrible mistake, she wasted her life, she was so smart, lovely, wonderful. she wasted a wonderful life and ruined some more.
it's terrible... i just realized how terrible suicide is. what you leave behind is hell