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[Kaleidoscope_Eyes]

well... now i know it... i didn't knew what will happen this month but now i know. it started as a desaster... one of my closest friends killed herself and i'm in a situation where no words seem to fit. no song feels right and absolutely....nothing. nothing. nothing.

so that's the month i was waiting for.

Blimey! I'm so sorry... why did she do it? how?

[Sarahlovesthebeatles]

Hey hun I don't know if you are religious or not....


But the way I look at things.... we only cry for those past because we feel sorry for ourselves.... we should be happy they are somehwere better.... we just selfish cause we miss them so much....


Thinking like that helps me...could help you or p*ss you off at me....haha hope you see I don't mean any harm...


I'm sorry for your loss and hope time helps you as best as it can.


Love,

me

[komakino]

thank you... especially for the pm. thanks a lot.

i think it's very selfish of her to leave... suicide is a very selfish act. i don't blame her, i guess you only do it because you feel like you can't do anything else anymore... for sure... but it leaves a katastrophe. you leave a desaster and ruin the life of so many people. i'm in a situation that hurts, hurts like hell... but her family is ruined. she left an expanse of ruins to a family who always had to suffer.
i don't blame her... i don't even know what really happened. not even how... i don't want to know... and i'll always love her as the wonderful amazing person she was... but this was a terrible mistake, she wasted her life, she was so smart, lovely, wonderful. she wasted a wonderful life and ruined some more.
it's terrible... i just realized how terrible suicide is. what you leave behind is hell

[Kaleidoscope_Eyes]

We all make mistakes, sometimes too big... As sarahlovesthebeatles said it will pass with time and atleast you will have the memory of a smart, lovely and wonderful friend. Yes it hurts, and it will for a while but time will mend your wound and her family's.

Take Care

[Octie]

I'm so sorry to hear this komakino... that must be really awful... but as Sarahlovesthebeatles said, I hope the passing of time will ease the pain. There is nothing you can do to change the situation, so I suppose it's better to think that your friend is now in a happier place than she was. And your friend's memory will live on.
I really hope you and your friend's family don't have to go through something like that ever again, and that life has a lot of happiness in store for you.
In the meantime - be strong. Will be thinking of you.

[komakino]

merci octie, those are warm words indeed. i'm a bit better now...

but i really need something better to think about. something that cheers me up. something like george. *thinksofgeorge*

yes.

[Octie]

*thinksofgeorge*

^___^

[komakino]

thank you