I wanted to apologize to those I have been snapping at, I've been pretty stressed out lately. I might be a little snappy still but probably not I'm so tired that usually I'm pretty mellow.
I've noticed people have been either assholes about it or overly nice where I just want to shoot them. A few have treated me normal---well as normal as they can. Funny how the true assholes come out though. Anyways,
I will have to take a picture I've lost a lot of weight in the past two weeks and look funny without hair.. but hey now I don't have to go on a diet. Well I'll take one as long as it doesn't end up on Ed's gallery hehe.
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Quoted from Ssarah, posted June 20, 2004, 4:08am at here
Thanks a lot. Glad you can laugh at me.
It was funny. It had nothing to do with you.
For instance, when I first read and responded to pc's "joke" I believed him to be as unaware as I as to what is going on in your life. Therefore he could have said any number of operations, that one just happened to be funny to me as it was very unlikely you would get a sex change operation. I didn't think in terms of not having hair. So if this is just a big misunderstanding then let's forget about it. My intent was not to laugh at any one.
Quoted from Ssarah, posted June 20, 2004, 4:30am at here
I wanted to apologize to those I have been snapping at, I've been pretty stressed out lately. I might be a little snappy still but probably not I'm so tired that usually I'm pretty mellow.
However, those two boys strike me as insensitive a-holes but maybe thats because I've been crying for...well it seems for weeks.
***WHAT two boys?
But I've noticed people have been either assholes about it or overly nice where I just want to shoot them.
***"About it"...?! About what?
A few have treated me normal---well as normal as they can. Funny how the true assholes come out though.
***What assholes???Can you be a tad less oblique?
Anyways, I will have to take a picture I've lost a lot of weight in the past two weeks and look funny without hair.. but hey now I don't have to go on a diet. Well I'll take one as long as it doesn't end up on Ed's gallery hehe.
***I'm sure you look fine. How much chemo are you taking? Are you also having radiation?
Quoted from Bruno, posted June 20, 2004, 4:42am at here
I'm quite confused here, what exactly happened?
Precisely! me as well...obviously a few here know what's been going on but the rest of us don't. I certainly don't NEED to, it's none of my business. But I also don't wish to offend inadvertently.
They hook me up to an I.V. for about 3 hours every 3 weeks and will continue so until the middle of august or so. This was my third time having it done and the effects are just now hitting me hard. Depending on how the chemo is doing I might not need radiotherapy. But probably 85% chance I will. If so I will begin in the beginning of August. It will be external and the doctor said I'd probably have a fraction monday-friday lasting about 10 minutes and rest on the weekend.
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I am very very sorry to hear it. No one should have to go thru that regimen but especially the young. I am very conversant with the process, and your youth bodes well as you are somewhat stronger, so you can fight off the ill effects of the treatment longer and harder than someone who is decades older.
Again, sorry to hear it. Your usual cheerfulness is an even bigger testament to the person you are, and some crabbiness is nothing.
In fact, if you want to climb on my a** and club away feel free. You have a free pass.
Quoted from misterchaz, posted June 20, 2004, 5:10pm at here
I am very very sorry to hear it. No one should have to go thru that regimen but especially the young. I am very conversant with the process, and your youth bodes well as you are somewhat stronger, so you can fight off the ill effects of the treatment longer and harder than someone who is decades older.
Again, sorry to hear it. Your usual cheerfulness is an even bigger testament to the person you are, and some crabbiness is nothing.
In fact, if you want to climb on my a** and club away feel free. You have a free pass.
I dont think I have the strength to do that. How about I nominate someone else to do it for me. Or hell, maybe I could just climb on your a** Naw, the first week afterwards is always a bummer..I end up sleeping a lot but then I get a lot better for a week then go back in to do it again. First few fractions wern't that bad so I was lucky.
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Quoted from tkitna, posted June 21, 2004, 3:07am at here
Damn, I wasnt aware of any of this Sarah. Your in my prayers and feel free to pick on Charlie at any time.
Yeah for awhile I decided not to tell anyone but then my counciler (sp?) told me that I shouldn't hide it...well kind of hard to hide it now by the way I look. Plus I looked over my posts and saw I was really being a b****. I just wanted to say sorry again... I was in the proccess of my hair falling out and the such and I was very pissed off at the world because of it. I've accepted it though and will try and not be so grumpy.
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You shouldn't HAVE to accept it, so your mood is perfectly understandable. However, since you have no choice but to accept it, I guess you are put in the position of simply having to, just for your own peace of mind.
Most middle-aged men don't want to see their hair fall out, let alone a young girl!
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Hi Sarah,
It's hard finding the right words to say - I just want to echo the sentiments of everyone here. My thoughts are with you. Please keep posting, wont you? And if you need a chat just PM anytime
marshall is pc and rick is me being a prick...tim is mark lyzard and tim is marshall and marshall is one feather and all we are is just another brick in the wall.i never lie so you could have asked me. why did you not chat?we didn't meet your expectations??????
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Im so sorry about that my computer went bad and i had to close explorer. Then every time i tried to go back to your site it had the same problem. I dunno what was going on but it was nothing personal I'll chat next time.
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I dont think I have the strength to do that. How about I nominate someone else to do it for me. Or hell, maybe I could just climb on your a** 
Naw, the first week afterwards is always a bummer..I end up sleeping a lot but then I get a lot better for a week then go back in to do it again. First few fractions wern't that bad so I was lucky. 
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