pretty surreal stuff. and steamy.

but well-written. are you planning on becoming a writer?

I want to be a pediatrician, but I want to be a novelist on the side.

If anyone likes my story I'll post more, but it gets very graphic.

.. I would never of thought so 

You mean it gets MORE graphic tham this?

Chapter 18


                    Bad Boy



              That night Jeremy screamed, Jackie walked the floor with him for hours. “Please go to sleep,” she held him away from her. The baby continued to cry. She put him in the baby swing and set it on low. Minutes later his eyelids finally closed. Jackie picked him up and put him in the crib. He stirred and opened his eyes. Jackie bit her lip praying he would fall asleep. He turned his head and fell back to sleep. Jackie turned on the intercom and walked out of the room.
           
            The next day, Max came over to talk to Meanie. He walked past the playpen and saw the baby,” He looks so much like him.” Tina, Jessica, and the boys were outside in the pool. They talked about the troops and other related topics. Jackie then invited Max to dinner. Jeremy sat in his highchair next to Tina. She rolled her eyes at the messy eater. The baby giggled and ate his dinner with his hands. “So guys how is everything going in Pepperland,” Jackie turned to her husband and his assistant. “It’s…” Max started. “It’s wonderfully dark and dreary,” Meanie laughed evilly. Max nodded in agreement. Jeremy screeched loudly and babbled. “Moooom,” Tina groaned. “Ok baby, I suppose your done eating,” Jackie cleaned him up. Meanie looked up at Tina. “Don’t tell on your brother,” he boomed. “What, Dad I’m not,” she sighed. “Yes you are,” he accused. “Look, if you think that little bratty brother is going to replace Rachel, he’s not,” Tina excused herself. He rolled his eyes, “You are such a bitchy girl.” Tina whirled around a gapping mouth, “No Dad.” “If you were hungry, you could have waited.” Meanie got up and pointed at Tina. “Rachel was nothing to me.” Tina at this point was in tears, “You don’t get it Dad, you don’t care about us.” Meanie smacked Tina across the face. “Hell no Dad, you didn’t,” she cried. He smacked her again, “f*** yeah I did.” Blood dripped from Tina’s lip. “Stop fucking us up,” she screamed. He kicked over the chair and grabbed Tina, “Watch it girl,” his voice was deep and threatening. Tina walked away in a huff. Meanie picked up the chair and stormed off. The only ones at the table were Max and Jessica. Max got up and walked out of the dinning room.


                  That night, Meanie was angry as hell. “Jackie, I don’t know about Christina, she’s a brat,” he sighed. Jackie looked up from the book she was reading. “Honey, I don’t think she meant it.” He rolled over and let out a long sigh. His body took up most of the bed. Jackie continued reading. “I mean, the girl thinks she can talk back to me,” he continued. Jackie put down the book, “Honey, relax,” she began to massage him. He pulled her under his large hand. Jackie sighed, “Goodnight.” She turned off the lights. Meanie turned them back on, “Honey, Rachel really meant nothing to me.” “I wanted to eat her.” Jackie sat up and looked at him, tear formed in her eyes, “Do you care about our other children.” Meanie smiled, “Yes of course, just Rachel to me was a mistake, wasn’t she.” Jackie nodded, “Yes, at that point I really didn’t want another child.” “That night, we couldn’t stop.” Jackie hung her head, “Why, didn’t you love her?” Meanie laughed, “I dunno, she was a brat.” “Blue Meanie dear, you don’t not love a child just because it is bratty.” Jackie sighed and turned her head. “Who is your favorite child, Meanie,” Jackie whispered. “I can’t answer that,” he laughed. “Damn it Blue Meanie, please,” Jackie cried. “Sarah,” he laughed. Jackie smiled, “Yes, our first child.” Jackie looked at him, tears in her eyes. Then they kissed for a while. When Jackie finally pulled away, she was breathless.



                            Chapter 19


                      My Darling Husband



                    There were other pediatricians in Jackie’s practice. They all had children, today was the first day Jackie would go back to work after her new baby. Jackie walked into her office and set up. She put up new pictures, and put a rather sexy picture of Meanie on her desk. “Jackie, welcome back,” Maria walked into her office. “Hi,” Jackie gave her a hug. “So, new pictures.” She looked at the picture of Jessica, “Oh my god, I remember when you were pregnant with her.” Jackie smiled and shook her head. She then saw the picture on her desk. “What do you see in him,” she laughed. Jackie’s smile lowered, “What’s your point?” “Hey hey sorry,” Maria laughed. Jackie looked at the picture, her husband look so seductive. She stared lovingly at the picture. Maria laughed and walked away. Jackie felt herself about to scream. 


                  That night Jackie stormed into the house, her high-heels clacking on the marble floor. She stood there and screamed at the top of her lungs. “I can’t believe these fucking people,” she screamed. She walked into the living room and saw Tina playing video games. “Turn it off,” she cried. Tina turned around startled. “Get outside and ride your bike, I don’t need you cooking in front of that thing.” “Mom, it’s 8:00 at night,” Tina laughed. “Just turn the fucking thing off,” she screamed. Scared, Tina obeyed. Then she heard loud crashing sounds upstairs. She screamed and ran up the stairs. She saw Jeremy on the floor giggling. She picked him up and put him in his crib. Meanie was in his study. “Hey babe,” he laughed as Jackie walked in. Jackie collapsed on his couch, “Ugh.” “This b**** at work, she wonders what I see in you and.. and.. ugh,” she screamed. He sighed and sat on the couch. Tears poured from Jackie’s eyes. Meanie stroked her and she lied down on him. Jackie walked away and changed into a nightshirt. She crawled into bed, and closed her eyes. Meanie came in later. Jackie opened her eyes and saw her husband. “I’m sorry honey,” she said groggily. Meanie sighed, “I’m fat.” “No, your not,” Jackie kissed him. “Well, your not like when we dated, no,” she smiled. Jackie lied back down. In the back of her head, she screamed yes.


                Jackie was thin, but she wasn’t always that way. She made sure her children ate healthfully. Although despite that, Jessica was getting heavy. This upset Jackie to no end. Unfortunately it was in the gene pool. Jessica was only 9 years of age and her legs were getting too thick. “What the hell are you eating behind my back,” Jackie cried to Jessica. “Nothing.” “Then why are you getting fat?” Jess  shrugged. Jackie took out a shot, “I have to give you a flu shot.” She smiled, when she was little she would scream at the sight of a shot. “Ow,” she screamed. Jackie laughed, “You never cry at shots.” “Well this one hurt.”



                        Chapter 20

                    Sarah’s 19th Birthday



                    Sarah came home for Summer Vacation. That previous May she turned 19. Since she was in college at the time, so it was going to be celebrated at home. “Sarah, 19,” Jackie gasped. “Oh my god.” That night they went to a restaurant of Sarah’s choosing. That night, Sarah put her baby brother to sleep. “That kid is dad,” she laughed as she walked down the stairs. Jackie was alone in the kitchen making low-fat cookies. “I know, wanna help me,” Jackie held up a rolling pin. “Sure,” Sarah smiled. As they baked, they talked about different topics. Then Sarah heard the baby cry, Jackie wiped her hands, “I’ll be right back.” “No, I’ll get him,” Sarah smiled politely. She came back with the baby in her arms. “Put him in the highchair,” Jackie pointed. Sarah slipped the baby in and pulled the tray toward him. “This was mine,” Sarah laughed. The baby screeched and put his hand by his face. Jackie jumped when she heard the baby scream. “Ooooh, he always scratches himself, I wish this kid didn’t have such long fingernails.” She picked him up and cooed. “Sarah please give him a bottle,” Jackie put him in her arms. Sarah grabbed a bottle of out the fridge. “Can he hold it himself?” “No, he is lazy.” “Look, he is growing teeth already.” Sarah put the bottle in his mouth. His black eyes shifted to his mother, and he began to cry. “Sarah, I have my hands full, I can’t take him.” Sarah sat on a chair, “Shhhh,” she bounced him up and down. “Go get his pacifier,” Jackie smiled. The baby was putting his nails in his mouth. Sarah yawned, the baby looked up at her. He began to look drowsy. He finally closed his eyes. “Where is dad?” “In his study,” Jackie looked up. “What does he need that for,” Sarah laughed. “He wanted his own space, so he has a couch, computer, and TV.” Sarah looked at a baby picture of Tina on a couch, smiling and holding a TV guide. “Was this taken in his room?” “Yes, “ Jackie called from the kitchen. “Mom, why didn’t we have Christenings,” Sarah wondered. “Your father hates churches, he believes they are his enemies.” Sarah smiled and continued looking at pictures. She saw a beautiful picture of Rachel. “Why is she gone,” Sarah sat on the couch and sobbed. Jackie put the cookies in the oven. She walked in and sat on the couch next to Sarah. “Because you father is an idiot,” she screamed at the top of her lungs. “A fucking idiot.” Unfortunately he heard her. “I’m a fucking idiot,” he screamed. Jackie looked up at her husband; she tried to keep her stand, although she failed and began crying. “No.” Tears poured from her eyes, “Don’t hurt me.” She was screaming and pleading, “No, don’t.” He picked her up and held her against him. “She did,” Sarah stood up. Jackie pulled her face away from his suffocating fuzzy body. “Yes she did.” Jackie began to scream, “Sarah no.” “We are tried of you beating us up and attempting to kill us off,” Sarah stood up. Meanie let Jackie go and grabbed Sarah. He held her by her shirt, “You are my first born and I love you very much.” He smiled and hugged Sarah so tightly to his body that she couldn’t breathe. He let Sarah go and sighed. “I love you, and don’t make me slap you,” he growled. Jackie ran


                    The next morning Jeremy opened his eyes and looked around the room. “Mama,” he shrilled. Tears poured from his eyes. Jackie pulled herself away from her husband and listened. She heard him crying over the intercom. She yawned and got up. She walked into the room and picked him up. “What baby,” she cooed. She walked the floor with him. The baby screamed harder and louder. Jackie opened his diaper, she changed him and he finally stopped crying. She put him back in his crib and turned off the lights. She opened the curtains of the canopy and crawled under the silk sheets.



                            Chapter 21

                  Black Eyes Blue Tears


                      Black eyes, I don’t need ’em
Blue tears, gimme freedom

Positively never goin’ back
I won’t live where things are so out of whack
No more rollin’ with the punches
No more usin’ or abusin’

Bridge:

I’d rather die standing
Than live on my knees
Begging please--no more

Chorus:

Black eyes--i don’t need ’em
Blue tears--gimme freedom
Black eyes--all behind me
Blue tears’ll never find me now

Definitely found my self-esteem
Finally--I’m forever free to dream
No more cryin’ in the corner
No excuses--no more bruises

(bridge)
(chorus)

I’d rather die standing
Than live on my knees, begging please...

(chorus)

It’s all behind me, they’ll never find me now
Find your self-esteem and be forever free to dream



                              Jackie’s husband was cruel and nasty to Jackie if she didn’t have sex with him. One night was one of those nights.


                                  Jackie was at the computer and sighed. Meanie snuck up behind her. He pulled his arms around her. Jackie chocked and gasped, she looked behind her and saw him. She tried pulling at his hands, no use. He finally loosened his grip. “Can we,” he began to devour her neck. Jackie sighed, “I have paper work to do.” He immediately dropped her. She looked up at him  from the floor. “Honey, I have a lot of work to do.”  She got back up on her feet and sat back at the chair. She picked up a pen and kept writing. Meanie kicked the chair over, Jackie found herself on the floor once again. “Honey please I have to get this fucking work done.” He sighed and walked into the living room. Jeremy, who was taking a nap, awoke. He was in his carrier in the room next to the bed. He sniffled and squealed and screamed. “Tina, get the baby,” she called. Tina, meanwhile was on the couch watching TV. She walked into the room, “Yea.” “Honey, please take the baby, I’m too busy. “Mom, you promised to take us apple picking,” Tina groaned. “Oh, Christina stop it, your going to be 15 not 5, besides I have work.” Tina smiled, “Ok I’ll ask dad.” Jackie snorted, “Yea right he’ll REALLY take you.”  Tina groaned, “Mom you promised. Jackie whirled around, “Christina I have all of this mess to do, I can’t take you,” she screamed. Tina sighed and walked away. She walked upstairs and opened the French doors out onto their large deck. She sat at their large patio table. She looked out past the pool. Past that she saw the horses grazing. Meanwhile back downstairs, Meanie slipped a letter in Jackie’s paperwork and ran away. When she came across it she picked it up. She was finally finished with her work and walked into the bedroom. Meanie was under the covers, sleeping. She crawled in next to him and whispered, “I know you can’ t hear me, but when you…” He opened his eyes and looked at her. “Damn you are so beautiful, it makes me hot,” he whispered. Tears came to Jackie’s eyes, “I’m sorry, I just had a to of work and..”  He then began to stroke her back. “It doesn’t matter, just get under the covers with me,” he smiled. Jackie leaned close to him and they began to kiss. They pulled off each other’s clothing. He pulled Jackie close to him. She smiled and sat on top of him. They then began laughing hysterically.


                                              Jackie awoke hours later to find herself pinned down. She crawled under him and stood up. She got dressed and walked downstairs. She saw Tina, Jessica, and Jeremy outside on the deck. She opened the door, “Hi kids.” They looked at her and smiled. “Now what were YOU two doing,” Tina laughed. “Stuff,” Jackie giggled. “Ooooh mom, you and dad really get it on together.” Jackie blushed, “Look girls, I’m sorry, I didn’t take you apple picking.” “It’s ok,” Jessica looked at the table. “Well, let’s eat dinner out here,” Jackie smiled.

                          Later, Meanie awoke to the smell of food out the window. He walked over to the patio. They all waved for him to come out. He smiled and opened the doors. He began to massage Jackie, “We weren’t done yet.” “Well you fell asleep,” Jackie laughed. Meanie’s smile turned into an angry scowled, “Come here.” He pulled Jackie inside; once the door was closed he slapped her. “What was that for,” she cried. H then pushed her. Jackie began to cry. “I want more,” a large wicked toothy smile spread across his face. Jackie screamed at the sight of his deadly evil smile. He grabbed her and pulled her into the room. “Let go,” Jackie screamed. “Highly unlikely,” he laughed. He laughed loudly and forced Jackie on top of him. Jackie sighed and began to cry. Meanwhile outside Jeremy was being bed my Jessica with Gerber baby food. Tina became suspicious of why Jackie wasn’t back out yet. She sighed and walked over to the end of the deck. She looked down and out and saw the pool covered up because it was now fall. There was a door with wooden winding steps to the backyard. Tina opened the door and started downstairs. “Where are you going,” Jessica asked. “Swing set(Jackie bought a new one for Jess and the baby), come on, “ Tina waved. Jessica picked up Jeremy in his carrier. They placed the carrier on the soft grass. Jackie, who had finally given the devil enough, walked out onto the balcony. “Hey mom,” Jessica waved. Jackie smiled and looked at her kids on the swing set.



                                Chapter 22

                      Flying


                      Jackie and her husband decided to have a nice night together. The kids were off at friend’s houses. He poured some champagne into glasses. “I have to go to the bathroom,” Jackie sighed. While she was gone he slipped drugs in her drink. When she came back he laughed. “What’s so funny?” “Nothing.”  After she took a sip, she began to smile and hallucinate. He picked her up and brought her to the bedroom.  “”Your going to have my spawn, my daughter will take after me,” he whispered.  Jackie smiled and giggled faintly. Jackie was placed on the bed. He then began to pull off her clothing. She laughed and had several images. Of course she didn’t know her husband was raping her.


                                  The next day Jackie sat up in bed and felt like a truck had hit her. Little did she know she had been conceived, not with a normal child? The devil’s spawn, the devil being her husband. He made the rest of his children normal except this one. He wanted this child to be just like him. Jackie didn’t even know he fucked her. She looked over and saw that her husband wasn’t there. She yawned and put on a robe and slippers and walked downstairs and into the kitchen. She saw Julie in her carrier on the table. “Hey sweetie, what are you doing here,” she opened the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle filled with baby formula. She saw a note on the table, it was Meanie saying that he went to Pepperland that morning and would be back by lunchtime. Jackie heard Jeremy crying and ran upstairs. 

 



                                                Chapter 23

                            Another One?????



                              Some women can’t have any children; some are lucky they have one. Although Jacqueline is a different story, when they were first married they only wanted one child. Wrong. Jackie had 4 children (not counting Rachel) and was pregnant with a fifth (or technically 6th). Sarah would be out and living on her own soon. She already had a serious relationship from a guy in college. Tina, Jessica, and little Jeremy. One day Jackie noticed those same symptoms after that one night. “f***,” she whispered. So she made an appointment with the gynecologist. “Well Jacqueline, lucky 6th,” she laughed. Jackie sat up and smiled, “Wow.”

                    She couldn’t say whether she was happy or disappointed. She told her husband and kids, who were all happy. It was just all strange to her, Sarah was almost 20 years old, Tina had just turned 15, Jessica was 10, and Jeremy was barely a year old. After this baby she would take birth control. She admits she was absolutely careless with her lovemaking. They would kiss and getting so hot they couldn’t have time to wear anything. She was lucky she didn’t get pregnant every time they did the unmentionable.


                                            9 Months Later


                      Jackie went through the same procedure. Those disgusting labor pains. This time the pains started in the afternoon. She was rushed to the hospital. It took her 17 hours to deliver: the baby was another girl. Her hair was black: she was darker than Jackie. She decided to name her Julie Shania. She smiled and repeated the name. Three days later, Jackie was ready to go home. The hospital was freaked out because part of her blood wasn’t human. Jackie took about an hour explaining to them, that the baby’s father isn’t human. Jackie put the baby in a new carrier she bought. The baby also looked like her husband, she smiled and drove away. When she got home she was surrounded.

The baby was adorable, a cute chubby baby. The baby would have to share a room with Jackie’s other baby, Jeremy. Julie was also loud like her brother.




                  That night, Meanie snuck into the room and looked at Julie.  The baby looked normal, but on the inside she wasn’t. “I love you,” he picked up the sleeping infant. Her eyes opened and looked up at her father. Then Jeremy opened his eyes and looked around. “That kid is me,” he laughed, although he ignored his own look-alike and rocked Julie. “Honey, when was I conceived, because I recall wearing something the last time we fucked,” Jackie puzzled as she held her daughter. She looked at Julie and saw Tina in her arms. “She looks so much like Tina.” “Honey, I fucked you while you were knocked out,” he sighed. “Knocked out,” Jackie laughed in disbelief. “What do you mean by knocked out?” “I slipped something in your champagne, that made you hallucinate,” he laughed. “Why did you want another child, after Jeremy you said that you didn’t want anymore.” “This child is going to be my spawn.” “Darling all of our children are your spawn,” Jackie smiled. “Yes, but this child is devil spawn.” Jackie gasped, “Julie is the devil’s official daughter?” “Our other children are mine also, just not in a devil way.” Jackie shook her head and laughed.

Uh, I don't know, but I just cannot get into cartoon sex. :p

LOL

Hey, it's how I really feel about him

I know, and that's cool. I just can't get into it is all!!!


BTW, my least favorite smilie is the rolling eye one. It makes me want to scream!!

Huh?

What are you talking about?

I find it all very scary, but when stripped away (no pun) its all creativity.

LOL

Yeah it is rather....disturbing.............................But please don't take offense, it's just my opinion.  It is very creative though.