The thing is that I`ve already done it! Last night. Unfortunately, just a dream, I think I was under the impression of our forum...But now I know what I would tell him or try to tell him.
I was standing in one room of a big flat, where there was a kind of a party, and Paul was standing in the next room, very close, separated from me just by a doorway. At first I didn`t see him. But suddenly I noticed someone looking straight at me. I looked up - no, impossible, it`s Paul, young with a moptop! I couldn`t say a word and he was looking very intently and smiling. I couldn`t speak, maybe because in dreams it`s always like that, maybe because we were separated by this doorway, but i was here and he was there! All I could do was to show my love with my hands, take out my heart and send it to him and to move my lips shouting speechlessly - I love you, I love you!