ok i was wrong and i apoligise for causing a scene....i will blame it on being over worked....the deal was like this....the term britlanders was mentioned....it was my attempt at uniting with the others across the sea....this chat was IMPORTANT to me ......i thought maybe i coined a term...and thought about how slick it was....green apple thought it was kev that said it....he said sounds like a raxoism to me.....i knew it was me....raxo said it was me and kev posted he will tell us....meaning i would set it straight who said it....but may have deleted it...but raxo quoted it...so i read it...it was not the posting but the deletion that gripped me...i was selfish and thought wow he could have left that...that wasn't so bad but second guessing himself,he deleted...it was that he couldn't stay firm in his conviction that ired me....but today i remembered that it's not about me....now i know what charlie felt like....i am sorry charlie...i see better now....i am humble b4 you all....if you will have me,i will stay....i was a moron and made mountains out of ant hills...can you guys and girls forgive me?
??and kev i am sorry most of all to you....i love you man...in a non man to man way...like a bother or a fave book....can you forgive me?
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as to me having two accounts...i have had them for 3 or more years...rick was for me to pimp pete...look at the email address...pc-31@hotmail .com...come on man....raxo thanks for the strange support and may i say you scare the hell outta me.....i am waiting your opinions...after all all i even wanted was to KNOW MORE........