i remember the day john died, like people remember where they were when kennedy died, i woke up and my mom told me on the phone...i was 21...i made it to work then had to leave, spent all day listening to the radio...i have at least 50 magazines from across the world of the trajedy.....when george died it was totally different, no shock at all, just kinda thought, oh well...he was ill for awhile...hmmm, then a couple days later, i was listening to some beatles and then george and then it hit me....like a truck, the sadness, in a most selfish way, hit me...i was old, the beatles soul and spirit had died, paul and ringo were the fun...but john and george were the depth....the deep had become shallow, the world seemed a little different. it really was like losing a friend, i thought about how he wrote "all those years ago" for john....and if john coulda written something for him, what he would have said.....i'm sure the two of them are cutting jokes up there as we speak. ........we still have the music!